I’m quite taken with the show “Orange is the New Black” that I’ve recently begun watching addictively.
Not long ago, after watching Denzel Washington in the movie Flight, I started thinking about writing a play (no I’ve never written a play and have no idea how one goes about writing a play…but I like to dream) about a WASPy woman who gets a serious DUI charge and goes to prison.
I envisioned it as a dramedy. It would be funny watching her ask for the gluten free and vegan options in the cafeteria while longing for pedicures and colonics. The dramedy would also include touching moments as she has growth and insight about her addiction and her recovery. I thought it was a brilliant idea. But then I didn’t know about O.is.the.N.B. So actually there is no need for the play that was dancing around in my mind and I can mark it off my bucket list.
Then after watching a few episodes, I discovered it’s a true story! No wonder it’s so intriguing. I’m obsessed about how this young woman is having to pay for a crime she committed 10 years earlier that was based on one really, really dumb decision. I know watching 8 episodes in 4 nights doesn’t help with the obsession and I’m really trying to titrate down, but in the meantime, I feel like Piper is my new BFF. Except she doesn’t know I exist.
But, in all seriousness, it has made me think about how grateful I am that I somehow managed to escape any terrible consequences in the years that I was an active alcoholic. Granted, I’m also raking my memory to make sure there’s nothing that could come back and bite me in the booty now almost five years later. I think I’m safe. But it’s such a scary thought and there were so many close calls. When I think about how many times I had numbed out the pre-frontal cortex of my brain and became absolutely fearless and did impulsive, stupid things…aghhh so frightening.
I am immensely grateful for all the grace given me and for sobriety given me. It truly is a miracle.
Now, on to episode 9 to see what happens with Piper and Alex and the handholding in the laundry room.